bigabreads Chapter 53 The Secret
Chapter 53 The Secret
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Feng Yixun was really sleepy that day, and the voice he answered was in direct proportion to his attitude. He said affirmatively to Lu Ken, but his voice was ambiguous, and the ending gradually sank into the soft and fluffy pillow buried under his face. , and before Lu Ken answered, the next second his eyelids closed as if overwhelmed, and soon fell into a deep sleep.
Lu Ken seemed to touch his face, and seemed to hold him in a hug, but all of this, together with the previous question and answer, left only a paradox in Mr. Feng's heart when he woke up the next day. He has the impression that he "seems to have talked to Luken last night", but he can't remember exactly what was said, what the content was, and even whether this "seem" actually happened.
Feng Yixun didn't pay too much attention to this specious memory. He took it for granted that if he really said something important last night, then Lu Ken would be delirious when he saw him. Will bring it up again.
But seeing that Lu Ken didn't mention the scene of last night when he got up the next day, he felt that most of what he said last night was not important, maybe it was just a little bit of sleepiness between the two of them before going to bed. It's more annoying, and if Luken teases him with this after he wakes up, he will really easily become angry from embarrassment.
So since Lu Ken doesn't mention it, he doesn't need to care about it.
Feng Yixun was concerned about another matter.
In the two days after the physical examination, he vaguely felt that something was wrong with Luken.
It was a very subtle ailment, which was not clearly manifested in words and actions.
On the surface, Lu Ken is still the "omnipotent Assistant Lu" when he goes to work, and all work matters, large and small, can be handled properly in his hands. A gentle and considerate lover, he Zhang Luofeng Yixun eats three meals a day, just two weeks after moving here, he is more familiar with the whole apartment than Feng Yixun, he can go from a certain corner that Feng Yixun can't remember clearly like magic Find out what he wants to find on a whim.
Everything about Luken seemed to be beyond reproach.
However, when Lu Ken occasionally stopped his movements, and his eyes suddenly fixed on a certain point, as if he was listening to something, or when the other party stood in front of the window and looked into the distance, that slight sense of something wrong quietly trickled down from him. come out.
It is like a faucet that you forgot to tighten in the middle of the night. The dripping sound should not be loud, and it is easy to be ignored, but as long as you notice it, it will be transmitted to your ears one after another.
"You these two days——" Feng Yixun couldn't find the reason why Lu Ken was in such a situation. He also tried to ask proactively. changed" into a sentence, "You have something on your mind these two days? Is it the kind that you can't tell me?"
Mr. Feng is really not the former Mr. Feng who was awkward even expressing concern. After asking Fang Pin, he actually asked this question very thoughtfully. When he said the sentence "can't tell me", his tone Vaguely retreating a little bit, adding a bit of loneliness, there is another meaning "why can't you tell me" inside and outside the words?
But he was like this, Lu Ken just didn't say anything.
This was the first time in Feng Yixun's impression that Lu Ken was so blunt. He was used to the other party being calm and active, while he occupied a passive position, waiting for the other party to discover and guess like a big mystery.
Who knew that the relationship between the two had reached this stage, and one day they would experience the role reversal. Standing in a position where he needed to speculate, he suddenly realized more deeply that Luken was really patient back then.
So, what kind of things can make the other party not honest?
Feng Yixun couldn't figure it out. Facing Lu Ken who suddenly had a puzzle, he thought about it, and even thought about getting angry with the other party to force him to ask for an answer—but he dismissed the idea because he thought about how patient the other party was with him back then. up.
Before he successfully guessed the answer, the day when he had planned his sea trip arrived first.
It was a coincidence that the sea trip was just the day before the results of the physical examinations of the two of them were released. With the experience of participating in the reception last time, Feng Yixun focused on preparing for pheromones this time, and took medicines to assist in regulating pheromone levels in advance. , and let Luken prepare the emergency special medicine.
To put it bluntly, the sea itinerary is a business and leisure activity that combines on-the-spot observation and entertainment at sea. Feng Yixun has been busy recently, and on the day of the physical examination, he let go of his rhetoric and set aside that day for the physical examination. The work was postponed together, which made him even more busy in the past two days.
And the little rest time he had left in his busy schedule was used by him to observe Luken.
After going back and forth, Mr. Feng finally stood on the deck of the yacht. He squinted his eyes slightly in the too bright sunlight. First, he looked at the people who looked like coaches and lifeguards on the lifeboat not far away, and then the rest The light sweeps past most of the men and women in swimsuits or diving gear around them.
He calmly read out the schedule list that Luken had sent him earlier, and after looking at it, he found that today's entertainment program included diving and sea motorcycles.
Probably considering that most of the members of the Nova delegation are relatively young, and they are a youth group with an average age below 35, so today's activity arrangement is more inclined to the projects that young people like.
Feng Yixun didn't have much interest in diving, and being immersed in sea water always brought back some unpleasant memories for him, but the sea motorcycle was okay.
The inspection ended quickly in the first half of the event, leaving enough entertainment time for the second half.
Mr. Feng walked straight to Lu Ken after a brief greeting with the people next to him. He tapped Lu Ken on the shoulder with a life jacket, and stuffed it into Lu Ken's hand when Lu Ken turned around.
"Go." He said concisely, "I'll take you to relax."
Unable to understand Lu Ken's knot, Feng Yixun simply changed his mind and decided to try "Physical Assistance".
After giving the life jacket to Luken, he couldn't help but grab people and leave, stuffing the other party and himself who were still wearing formal clothes into the locker room all the way.
Lu Ken didn't seem to realize it until he had another set of lighter quick-drying shorts in his arms: "Do you want to ride a motorcycle?"
Feng Yixing adjusted the half-fingered gloves he had just put on, stretched out an index finger exposed outside the glove, and poked Luken on the forehead like a disobedient puppy: "Wrong, when I was talking to you just now, You're distracted, aren't you? I'm taking you for a ride, you need to relax."
Lu Ken was silent for a few seconds, guilt appeared on his face: "I have made you worry a lot these days, right..."
"Yes." Feng Yixun interrupted him, "But there's no need to say the last two words."
After changing their clothes, the two returned to the seaside, and a motorboat with white paint and silver trim was already ready there.
Mr. Feng has an oceanic pheromone taste, and claims that he doesn't like soaking in seawater, but he has a lot of qualification certificates for offshore projects.The coach who originally wanted to follow had confirmed his motorboat driving license, so he only explained a few more precautions to Luken, and then asked the two to step on the motorcycle one by one.
When Feng Yixun pressed Lu Ken's chest against his back, he felt very strange.He is no stranger to this posture. During these days of cohabitation, he often wakes up early in the morning and finds that he used Luken as a pillow unconsciously when he fell asleep last night, and his eyes opened in the other party's arms. .
At this moment, Luken was like every morning, with his chest against his back, his hands around his waist, and his hands folded in front of him.But the other party will need him to take it for a ride on the sea, and fully entrust his safety and part of his weight to him. He sits in front and provides navigation and support for the other party.
"Just hold me tight." Feng Yixun couldn't help touching Lu Ken's hand that was in front of him, "I won't let you have trouble."
"Now we start counting down three numbers, 3, 2, 1—"
The sound of the engine was like a beast ready to go. At the moment "One" fell, it finally let out a low growl, and that growl quickly transformed into a continuous roar as it accelerated.
The white motorboat sped away in the blink of an eye. Its performance was quite superior, and it accelerated to a hundred in one minute. The moment it sprinted violently, it was almost like a fish, bouncing under strong acceleration on the sea surface.
The waves were rolled up and down by the high-speed motorcycle, and the sea water was stirred into countless white foams and splashed on both sides.
Looking down, the place Feng Yixun and Lu Ken passed by seemed to be painted with white paint, drawing a clear white line on the blue sea.
"I won't let you have trouble either." Lu Ken made a promise behind Feng Yixun.
Feng Yixun's ears were filled with the sound of wind, water, and the roar of the engine. He didn't hear Luken's words clearly, so he leaned his upper body back as much as possible, and asked with a raised voice, "What did you say? Slow down?"
As he asked, Feng Yixun was worried that Luken would not be able to adapt to such a high speed on the sea. He just came up with a set of dashes and sharp turns that required certain skills to control. In retrospect, it was indeed not suitable for a newbie on a motorboat, so, He also adjusted the speed and let himself drive a little slower.
But Lu Ken didn't answer yet, but someone shouted at the side: "Mr. Feng, why are you slowing down? Is the Beta you're carrying not good enough?"
Feng Yixun took Lu Ken with him wherever he went in the past few months. Although he would restrain his intimacy in front of others, he never concealed his relationship with Lu Ken.
His operation just now dazzled the eyes of other people in the same sea area, which easily aroused adrenaline and aggressiveness.
Not everyone is happy with the relationship between him and Luken. There are always people who like to dictate other people’s lives—for example, the one who spoke up was stimulated by the adrenal hormones brought about by stimulating exercise. Trying to catch up with Feng Yixun's speed in the back was fruitless, and seeing Feng Yixun slowing down again, it seemed that he had caught a shortcoming of Feng Yixun. "The person who leads him is not good enough" implies that Mr. Feng is not good at picking people, and he "lost his position" in this regard.
Feng Yixun was patted reassuringly by Lu Ken, and he squeezed Lu Ken's hand hard to let him hold him firmly again.
If you say him, just say him, who can't do a secret roll call?
Boss Feng held a cold face, and half-closed his eyes in the blowing sea breeze. He heard the sound of the engine approaching from behind, and methodically estimated a timing in his heart, and then got stuck and expected to accelerate again——
The white motorboat turned sharply on the sea, and the water splashed by the flick was like a mini wave, and the splash of white foam hit the faces of the unprepared people behind.
And the instigator not only kept his face unchanged, but also perfectly controlled the motorcycle drifting in the sea, and coldly stared at the person who was still wiping his face in embarrassment as he passed by.
Feng Yixun fought back with capital letters of brilliance - who can't do it?
When Mr. Feng finally ended the technical humiliation/humiliation of that person, and completely crushed him in terms of strength, he took Lu Ken all the way out of the coastal waters, and when he wanted to find a quiet sea area with less smoke, he heard Lu Ken Ken laughed behind him.
Lu Ken was very obedient and hugged him obediently before, with his head resting on one side of his shoulder and neck. As soon as he laughed, a small air flow entered Feng Yixun's neck.
Feng Yixun was really a little annoyed before, but when he heard Lu Ken smile, he could tell that Lu Ken was really in a good mood, and suddenly felt that his act of relaxing people had achieved results, and his mood couldn't help but get better.
But he still wanted to say: "Other people say that about you, but you still laugh."
"But with you defending me." Lu Ken said, "Of course I'm going to laugh."
As long as the motorboat advancing at high speed does not slow down or stop halfway, it will not take long to leave the coastal waters with many tourists behind.
Feng Yixun saw that there were no other idle figures around, and the nearest ship was still not a short distance away from them, so he slowed down so that he and Luken could no longer raise their voices and shout at each other.
"Then I will try my best to publicly express my stance to protect you every day from now on." Feng Yixun said casually as a joke—not because the part of "public stance to protect you" is a joke, but because everyone is really busy at ordinary times. Just like leisure and entertainment today, I always meet someone similar to the person just now—he continued, "In this way, you can be happy every day, so that you don't suddenly don't know what you are thinking, and you are just depressed by yourself." .”
"I'm not depressed."
Feng Yixun originally thought that Lu Ken was in a better mood, but maybe he still wouldn't directly confess why he wasn't quite right the past two days.
Unexpectedly, "Physical Assistance" seemed to be very effective, and it actually opened a hole for the other party.
Luken hugged him, arms tight, but his head moved a little over his shoulders so he could turn his head.
"On the night when I came back from the physical examination, I actually asked you a question before you went to bed." Lu Ken said, "I asked you, if I still kept the secret from you, would you be angry? At that time, you told me No, as long as my feelings for you are genuine, concealment other than that is acceptable."
Lu Ken said such a long series of words, which made Feng Yixun stunned. He was like the person whose face was covered with foam just now. At one point he fell into the "don't care" category of that memory.
"So..." Feng Yixun scratched his head a little crookedly, "So you really talked to me that night?"
"Yes, I really said it." Feng Yixun's wrong emphasis changed to Lu Ken and he smiled lightly, his eyes fell on Feng Yixun's body intently, his pupils were extraordinarily bright under the sunlight on the sea surface.
Feng Yixun let out a "huh" and managed to combine his vague memory with Lu Ken's narration. He felt that the atmosphere was unusual at the moment. Tell me, is there any falsehood among the three affirmations you said to me at the time?"
"It's all true." Lu Ken answered this question quickly, with a firm tone and clear eyes.
From Feng Yixun's point of view, as long as those three are definitely true, he really has nothing else to mind.
He wanted to end this disturbing atmosphere, and tried to re-state his attitude to Luken, but Luken let go of his holding hand at some point, and the other party pressed his fingers on his lips.
"But." Lu Ken said, "What if the things I hide are completely beyond your cognitive level, are areas you have never thought about, and can even directly shake part of your view of the world?"
Feng Yixun couldn't answer this question, Lu Ken's finger was still on his lips to stop him from speaking, but his expression was not controlled by the other party, showing an unbelievable expression at that moment.
What are you talking about?he thought.
His first reaction was to think that the other party was joking, but when his eyes touched the seriousness of the other party, his heart was shaken again, and a small voice even came out from a certain corner, saying: [He may be right. it is true. 】
Lu Ken didn't seem to be surprised by Feng Yixun's reaction. There was a lot of helplessness in his smile, and there was still a little bit of bitterness in his smile, but in the end, he seemed to have figured it out, and his expression calmed down.
"I can guess your first reaction when you hear me say that," he continued. "You can't imagine how many times this scene has been rehearsed in my head before I actually say it to you. Would you like Be with me, that's what I want, you are the most precious thing I have met here."
"I really thought about keeping it from you, so that our current life won't be broken, and you don't have to think about things that you might never have imagined... But every time you open yourself up to me, I will be more I feel a little more that it's not fair for you to conceal it, and you have the right to know what I am."
"What is what?" Feng Yixun finally couldn't help interrupting when he heard this, he could no longer care about Lu Ken's finger, and subconsciously grabbed it.
He forced a smile: "It sounds like you describe yourself as not a human being at all."
Luken watched him quietly for a while.
Slowly, Feng Yixun, who met Lu Ken's eyes, noticed that Lu Ken's bright black pupils were actually changing.
The opponent's dark iris gradually faded, and finally revealed a little blue like the reflection of sea water.
Lu Ken finally spoke again, and he said, "I'm really not."
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