desire reconciliation

Chapter 55

This is the first time that Lancelot has participated in a long-distance interstellar voyage. He has browsed the guidebook compiled and printed by the military department beforehand. Every time before a long-distance interstellar voyage, he will hand out a copy. He flipped through it and remembered it. roughly.

Nearly two-thirds of it is devoted to one thing, and that is the content about "interstellar claustrophobia".

If Lancelot remembers correctly, his current situation fits the symptoms listed in Interstellar claustrophobia, i.e. restlessness, boredom, and loss of direction.

The fleet is operating in an orderly manner under the command of Lancelot, and the route has not deviated from the plan. Lancelot has already done everything that can be done, and he has been busy for less than two days. Lance Lotter was idle again.

After I was free, all kinds of thoughts flooded out. Too many things happened during this period. At first, I met Uriah in the dungeon, the military department became the adjutant of the marshal, Dick and the spirit body, and the mecha During the competition, scenes and scenes were like a revolving lantern, reminiscing in his mind.

When the memories of Uriah's disappearance came to an abrupt end, he suddenly realized that the stubbornness that had been so paranoid had disappeared. This time, he was more concerned about Uriah's disappearance than he was obsessed with the throne.

It’s not always about disappearing, it’s more like a replacement of the old and the new. People’s hearts are just as big as a palm. If you can let go of one, you can’t let go of the other, but for a moment he doesn’t know whether he is good or bad.

It’s not all about his obsession with the throne. At the beginning, he wanted to leave the protection of the royal family and go to the military headquarters incognito. At that time, he only wanted to prove himself and prove that Omega is not what his father said. Impossible to inherit the throne.

Being questioned, ridiculed, and criticized, the little prince who was pampered and always shining on a high place grew up overnight, and those dark days were his own time to save himself.

His rationality and his indifference are not without reason.

Perhaps Uriah is an opportunity, giving him another reason to be passionate about the world.

Lancelot laughed at himself when he thought of this, since when did he have such rich emotions.

Uriah is the type he is least good at dealing with, completely different from his rationality, Uriah's sensibility is like the nature of a beast.Even in a dignified and solemn moment, as long as he wants to convey the emotion, that person will try his best to convey it, just like the sun, even if he does not want to look at him and turns his back

, His temperature can also make you feel his heat.

Lancelot looked at the time and realized that two or three hours had passed since he was in a daze. Through the high-strength glass window of the spaceship, the boundless interstellar galaxy was outside.

It is the dazzling and dazzling chapter written by the poet, it is the black satin inlaid with pearls in Uriah's communication, and it is the mysterious realm that contains huge treasures and unknowns since the beginning of human civilization.

The concept of time is worn away during this long interstellar voyage, and even the slightest feeling at the end of emotion is infinitely magnified.

He feels as if he is an electric charge entering a particle accelerator. The tiny emotional ends are unaccelerated electrons. Under the action of the accelerator, the speed will increase by one level for each cycle of rotation, and the imperceptible emotions that were originally hidden behind strong emotions The touch is re-examined. Compared with those great joys and sorrows, this part of the touch is like the weak electric wave in the battery. Compared with the ultra-high voltage current after several times of voltage transformation, it is so weak that it looks like the rhythm of the seeds experiencing the cold winter in the soil.

If emotions are compared to the dust in the sky, there are joys and sorrows, love and hate, and getting lost in it can only be done by intuition, then the somewhat too peaceful moment of interstellar voyage is browsing and experiencing the relics after the sandstorm.

The yellow sand all over the ground is the trace left after the emotional fluctuations. Hold up a handful of fine sand and let it pass through the fingers, and finally a few small stones are left in the palm of your hand. They were covered up when the sandstorm came, and they were not covered. Aware mind.

He suddenly had an idea, or it was a choice, to give up his obsession with the throne, and let his brother Idri, a legitimate Alpha, inherit the throne, while he continued to stay in the military and live as a Beta .

The gender differentiation came too suddenly, and the unacceptable Omega gender made him indulge in those dark days, sinking deeper and deeper.

Not only was the gender differentiation into an omega a nightmare for him, but his father's repeated emphasis on "not allowing an omega to inherit the throne" made him despair.

"Lancelot was born to inherit the throne."

This sentence has been told to him countless times since he was a child.Imagine a person who has been defined by the environment as a certain way since birth, as if the meaning of his existence is for this.

One day, I was suddenly told, "You have differentiated into an Omega, and the imperial family does not allow Omega to inherit the throne."

It feels like someone suddenly lost

Losing the meaning of life, the giant suddenly lost its center of gravity, the believers suddenly lost their faith, and then the tall buildings collapsed, and their hopes were shattered.

At that moment Lancelot didn't know what to do.

Someone said to him, "Being born in the royal family means eating, drinking, drinking and having fun every day. What does it matter if you are an emperor or not?"

Some people also said, "It's enough to have enough food and clothing. I have been a prince, so let's be content!"

Almost everyone is trying to satisfy him and persuade him to give up.

But Lancelot felt that he was not dissatisfied. He didn't live for eating, drinking and having fun, nor did he live for comfort.

He wants to inherit the throne, and he wants power, which can benefit the empire and the people; he wants money, which can be used wisely, and resources are allocated to reduce the gap between the rich and the poor.

The way of governing the country, astronomy and geography, mecha ammunition, and even the poems and songs that he hates the most, he learned one by one. He was born for the throne, not for anything else, but he wanted it. .

So when his father said that he was willing to let Omega inherit the throne as long as he could return the military department to the royal family, his heart was extremely happy.

He thought of many methods, such as attacking, alienating, negotiating, etc., but every method has flaws and is not the best solution.

Only one has the highest probability of success, but he hesitates.

Disguised as Beta and sneaked into the military headquarters, and took the position of marshal by virtue of his own strength.

It's easy to say, but easy to do.

He still remembered that he called his brother Idri that day, and Idri told him that Alpha, Beta, and Omega had no difference, and encouraged him to go to the military to exercise, to prove himself, to prove that not everything can be defined by gender, because of this In a word, Lancelot firmly believed in the idea of ​​going to the military, and for many years regarded it as the standard and regarded it as the truth.

For many years, this sentence is like a star that has been hanging above the head. Even though the sun's light has dimmed its edge during the day, the star is there all the time. A thought has become an obsession over the years, a habit, a habit a part of itself.

Lancelot's schedule was completely messed up due to the long interstellar voyage. Sometimes he felt that he only slept for two or three hours, but when he opened his eyes, it was time to deal with affairs.

Even if they are riding on the fastest heavy aircraft carrier available in the military, and are advancing at full speed with full horsepower, Lancelow

Te still felt slow.

too slow.

Knowing that Uriah may be in distress now, life and death are uncertain, but he can't do anything, even Lancelot, who believes in atheism, can't even pray.

It felt like being tied up and blindfolded, and the person I wanted to save had his wrists cut open and bleeding was done. There was no movement around, no calls for help, no whimpers, and the only thing that could be heard was the liquid dripping on the ground. , tick, tick, tick, I don't know time, I don't know life and death.

He didn't even know whether it was the person in front of him or himself who was bloodletting.

This anxious mood did not calm down until the fourth day of departure.

On this day, in the training room of the aircraft carrier, he saw several people carrying something similar to a suitcase in their hands. The appearance was exactly the same. It was probably issued by the military department uniformly. He asked the person in charge of the butler robot in his dormitory. The non-commissioned officer knew that he had one too. The butler robot sorted out some of the belongings for each soldier before they set off. Because Lancelot kept himself locked in the dormitory, the butler robot did not need this box by default and did not issue a reminder .

The system of the butler robot has a security level second only to the database of the military research institute, and the security of personal information is very guaranteed.

The military department has strict discipline, and the usual training is heavy. The butler robot has played a very important role in it. Daily life, dormitory hygiene, and schedule almost completely take care of some trivial things in life.

The system settings of the butler robot can be completely customized, but Lancelot, like most people, said that he trusted the plans and arrangements of the military department. In fact, he was just lazy. All settings are the system default, so there is a butler before departure The robot organizes its belongings, and this option is also ticked in it.

When Lancelot first came to the military, he was very interested in the butler robot for a while, because the way the butler robot operates and calculates deep learning is very unique.

For example, now, Lancelot looked at the caramel that he had been hiding in the corner of the closet before, and now it was lying very conspicuously in the box, accounting for almost 1/4 of the volume of the box.

The expression on Lancelot's face is very strange. He has never eaten this milk candy since he "smuggled" Uriah on his back from the dungeon before. Let's see if the secretly hidden candy is still there. What kind of candy is used by this butler robot?

The algorithm can come to the conclusion that "milk sugar is a very common carry-on item for him"?

Except for the remaining 3/4 of the milk candy box, the things in the box are normal, and they are all his laundry.

However, this caramel was really an unexpected surprise, at least it diluted a lot of his previous depressed mood. In the next few days, Lancelot peeled one and threw it into his mouth, and he was not in a hurry to chew it up and swallow it. Let the square cubes flow back and forth between the lips and teeth in the mouth, the taste of milk mixed with wisps of sweetness flows down the throat, the sweetness seems to be mixed into the blood and flows through the limbs, the mood Also relaxed a lot.

On the fifth day, the fleet officially entered the no-man's land. The latest information about Uriah's disappearance received two days ago showed that Uriah disappeared about a day and a half away from the entrance of the no-man's land. To predict the location, it will take nearly half a month for all searches.

The information obtained by Lancelot at that time was the result of a combination of various data analysis. He wrote back and asked the Zongyuan military base to send all the information about Uriah's disappearance in detail. He wanted to analyze it himself. .

The Zongyuan military base sent back the data according to Lancelot's request, and received a reply just before they entered the no-man's land.

As of today, Uriah has been missing for seven days, and the region-wide search has not been interrupted.

According to the data, Uriah drove the mecha alone to search the area where the signal was interrupted, and found the transfer station where the problem was found for punctuation. If it is judged that it can be repaired within 24 hours, the task can be started immediately. The interior cannot be repaired, and it is necessary to return immediately and lead the team to rush there.

The transfer station chosen by Uriah is located in the most densely populated area of ​​the planetary meteorite group, where aircraft carriers cannot enter, and even the mechs require very precise operations.

The front line of Zongyuan is already short of supplies and personnel, and there are very few search support forces that can be dispatched. There is not much progress in the search for seven days.

Lancelot projected the distribution map of the area where Uriah disappeared in mid-air, most of which were gray and white, and only a small part was normal blue.

The gray and white area is the area that has not been searched yet, and the blue area that has been searched only accounts for less than 1/3 of the entire range, and there are a lot of rubble and interstellar floating objects in this area, and the search work is very difficult.

On

During the voyage of the spacecraft, the daily work was nothing more than checking and maintaining the spacecraft and mechs. After receiving the reply, Lancelot spent more than half a day sorting and reorganizing all the information. , The research team and even the person in charge of the combat team called over to let them see if their conclusions were correct.

The people in charge of these groups are all older than Lancelot, and their impression of this acting marshal is limited to that after Marshal Uriah left, this young man used military regulations to persuade a group of people to operate and A wonderful battle in the final test of Japanese mechs.

Now they are called over suddenly, and they are said to let everyone brainstorm, as long as they can help find Uriah, they can come up with any ideas or even flashes of inspiration.

When Lancelot selected the first group of people to start the queue, he specifically investigated the background of these people.

It’s okay if we don’t investigate. After investigation, we found that all the personnel on the list have been screened by Uriah. In terms of loyalty and strength, they are all top-notch talents in the military. Uriah rushed to Zongyuan but did not Taking this group of people away, but keeping them, seems to have anticipated the current situation and left these people to Lancelot.

It is natural that these people can appear here without the crooked guts of those in the royal family. After Lancelot finished his thoughts, several responsible persons verified Lancelot's conclusions one by one against the data. It took Lancelot only half a day to complete the ten-page analysis with rich illustrations and texts. Compared with the previous communication sent back from the front line, it is only more detailed and in-depth. It may not be possible for these responsible persons to do it. this level.

However, if the people in charge don't say anything, Lancelot will naturally not know that he was ranked among the top few in the Military Academy with crushing grades, and that he has helped Uriah in the past few months and replaced Uria himself. Leah's position is to browse the relevant matters of the military department for decision-making, the work done every day, those documents are piled up on the table so high that no one can see others, and it is necessary to distinguish which are the royal family's handwriting from the numerous trivial matters, and then use reasonable and legal The means to pull out these poisonous thorns.

Therefore, in the eyes of several responsible persons, the work efficiency and completion results are very good, but in the eyes of Lancelot, it is just normal, and he even feels unconfident. Now, several responsible persons are required to help him correct the accusations.

"The location of the information transfer station is to be tracked based on the previous transmission efficiency speed and the signal amplification factor, because the calculation

The calculation is too complicated. I only checked a few important nodes and did not recalculate. The magnitude of the result is correct. There is no problem with the division of this area. "

"Planet and meteorite trajectory simulation At present, the latest lqu4.3.1 of the military department can simulate up to 4096 planets, and now the area where Marshal Uriah is missing is known to have at least over 39.8 planets and meteorites, and the self-navigation function of aircraft and mechs can at most Maintained to [-]%, it is understandable that blanket investigation cannot be carried out.”

"The search direction spread from the outside to the inside and there is no abnormality. According to the current search speed, it will take at least eight days without reinforcements. The emergency kit in the mecha can support the supply demand for 15 days, but it does not rule out that the mecha is malfunctioning due to external forces. There may be a lack of additional emergency supplies needed for casualties."

"..."

"So, do you think there is something wrong with the results of my analysis...or do you have anything to add?" Lancelot asked.

A middle-aged officer sitting in the middle talked with the people next to him and said, "We don't think there is any problem."

"Is there anything that needs to be added?" Lancelot asked again.

Several highly respected officers showed embarrassment, and one of them said: "Colonel Lancelot, to tell you the truth, even if our subordinates do it, they may not be able to reach your level."

Then someone echoed: "Our military department really has successors, each generation is stronger than the next generation."

"If there is a chance, I hope that Colonel Lancelot can come to our department and talk to them. I think there is a part of what you just said that can be used as a reference for their research."

Lancelot frowned: "Do you still remember that we are here to discuss the disappearance of Marshal Uriah?"

The air was quiet again. These officers had never encountered such a situation.

Because Uriah's strength is really too strong, so strong that the empire has never lost a battle in so many years, it seems that everyone agrees that Uriah will definitely win, and Uriah will definitely be fine.