Chapter 37 4st File Loading 2
Chapter 37 4st File Loading 2
Jin Yan obviously didn't get Yan Guangde's strange confession.
Not only that, but he kicked Yan Guangde to the ground, turned around, pointed at Yan Guangde's tearful face, and said angrily: "What are you crazy about? I just came here to help you, if you... ..."
Yan Guangde grabbed Jin Yan's hand that was pointing at the tip of his nose, and lay on the ground with his limbs spread wide. Looking at Jin Yan, he suddenly burst out laughing.Tears mixed with laughter, hollow and terrifying.
Jin Yan finally calmed down, leaned closer to his face, and looked at him seriously. "Are you okay?"
"It's okay, we won't go bankrupt. Let's go, let's leave Huaguo!"
"Why did you make this decision suddenly? What stimulated you?" Jin Yan touched Yan Guangde's forehead with his other hand suspiciously. "I don't have a fever, you are going to disappear suddenly again, right?"
"No!" Yan Guangde choked up, his laughter stuck in his throat, and tears poured out in large streams. "Baby, I will never disappear from your presence again."
He hugged Jin Yan, like hugging the only light at the end of a black hole.
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The sky outside the window is bright as soon as it is bright.Suddenly, birds chirped.When Yan Guangde got up from the ground, his whole body was limp, as if he had lost all his strength, he had to lean most of his body against the computer desk. Finally, he crossed his legs and his fingers trembled a few times before he opened the drawer of the computer desk and found the computer desk from inside. A box of half-smoked Chinese cigarettes.
Jin Yan squinted at him coldly.
"Honey, I..."
"How many things are you hiding from me?" Jin Yan snorted coldly. "Or let's break it down, let's start from the beginning! What are you, last time you said you disappeared, you disappeared, playing games?"
Yan Guangde finally took out the lighter, brought it to his lips and lit it, took a deep breath, and then coughed a few times.He closed his eyes forcefully, forcing back the tears that had filled his eyes earlier.
"Baby, I'll tell you to listen. Just don't interrupt, and don't think I'm lying to you! I'm from 2050..."
"Hehe," Jin Yan pulled a chair casually, resting his chin on the back of the chair, with a half-smile in his eyes.
"In 2050, Jibei City was hit by an asteroid. In the whole city, including me, only nine people survived. But at the moment of death and life, the quantum entanglement device hidden in my body was triggered. I have done a lot of experiments Years, no one has succeeded. The only time... maybe it can be considered a success!"
Yan Guangde's fingers convulsed, and a large piece of plain white soot fell on the table.
He lowered his head and gave a wry smile. "When I opened my eyes again, I went back to Xi Lian Bar and met you there. Then you all told me that it was 1999."
"It was Jibei City in 1999. I was still studying at an unknown university. You just came to Jibei, and we met for the first time."
"So you..." Jin Yan hesitated to speak, then raised his long golden eyebrows, and a pair of dark blue eyes fixed on Yan Guangde's face, not refusing to miss the expression on his face. "Did we know each other?"
"I know!"
"Love relationship?"
"Ah."
"Why did we separate?"
Yan Guangde lowered his head even lower, and took a deep puff of the cigarette. With this puff, most of the cigarette butt was burned, leaving only the "Zhonghua" logo faintly red at the end.
"Who is sorry to whom?" Jin Yan sneered. "Or, am I dead?"
"you!"
Yan Guangde raised his head suddenly, looked at Jin Yan with sharp eyes, then closed his eyes violently, the eyeballs under the thin eyelids trembled violently.
I couldn't speak for a long time.
"It seems that I guessed it right!" Jin Yan stood up from the chair clapping his hands and smiling, with his hands in his trouser pockets, looking down at Yan Guangde coldly. "Why did I die? You, why do you feel guilty?"
"I..." Yan Guangde mumbled and couldn't speak.
Jin Yan moved his long legs, and then there was the sound of flipping plastic bags.He dug out a bottle of whiskey hidden at the bottom of the day's shopping bag.After opening it, I didn't look for a glass, and just poured the whole bottle down my throat.
"Tell me, I can stand anything! What could be more absurd than you traveling back like this?"
"Have!"
Yan Guangde raised his eyes from between his fingers with difficulty. Because of crying, his dark eyes became brighter like obsidian.
"J, I used to..." He took a deep breath and said slowly, "During the days when I lost you, my experiments reached an unprecedented level of insanity, and then I was finally asked to develop genetic embryos. Using the DNA you left behind back then A manufactured, unrecognized genetic test body."
"They all look like me?"
Jin Yan shrugged and looked at him with a smile.After drinking, her cheeks turned peach-blossom, and a layer of mist formed in her dark blue eyes. "You replace me with them?"
"No! It's not a replacement, it's just that I miss you so much...you don't know that feeling, I can't..."
"I have to live. But I cannot live without you."
"J, those 49 years, I crawled through hell. Every day, [-] days, every day and night, I struggled alone in hell. I couldn't find you, and neither did I. A way to go back in time.”
"Then why don't you die?" Jin Yan sneered.The words flowed like a curse from between the teeth.
"I thought about it. I ask myself every day, why don't you die? But I didn't get the exact news of your death. No one was alive, no dead body was seen. The Jin family buried all the news about you. I, I thought about it... ..."
Yan Guangde wanted to say that he once thought about eradicating the Jin family completely and eradicating traces from this planet.
The Jin family probably also guessed his intention later, and spared no effort and capital to send the children of the family to the army. The Jin family in 2021 has grown into a towering tree brazenly.He cannot be shaken.If it is moved, it is to indirectly move the defense barrier of this planet.
Jiang Ming, who rushed to the tadpole laboratory on the edge of the desert to find him, was just one of the pawns.
"The power of the Jin family is far beyond your imagination. However, every human being has weaknesses. I always hope that one day I will be able to break through the layers of barriers and dig out your corpse from the spider web lair. Or, they will return it to me. A whole you. Frozen you."
"As long as I don't get the exact news of your death for a day, I will still treat you as alive."
"J, if you live, how can I die? How dare I die?!"
Yan Guangde smiled bitterly.
Jin Yan gulped down the wine in the bottle, then threw the empty bottle on the floor, sobbed, and rolled along the floor pattern between the two of them.
Then Jin Yan raised his face and smiled. "So you knew my body was frozen, but you just watched?"
Yan Guangde didn't say anything.
Jin Yan leaned over and sprayed his alcohol-smelling breath on his face, nose to nose, eyelashes intertwined, and asked again. "Back then, did you ever get my blood on your hands?"
"……Have."
Yan Guangde rolled his Adam's apple with difficulty, swallowing the remaining words.
"That's my life's sin! J, give me a chance to redeem my sin, okay?"
Yan Guangde took out the overstamped citizenship certificate he got from Lao Jiang earlier from the drawer, and handed it to Jin Yan. "With this, plus the passport, we can go whenever we want."
"Where to go?"
"Country A."
"What to do?"
"When I get there, I will apply for the laboratory over there. Don't worry, this matter is about [-]% to [-]% sure."
"Oh, and then what?"
"Then..." Yan Guangde looked at Jin Yan's bloody blue eyeballs, and took a deep breath. "I support you! You believe me this time, we will be fine this time."
Jin Yan was silent.
As if all the alcohol was on his head, the corners of Jin Yan's eyes were red and bleeding.
He swung his fist angrily, knocked Yan Guangde to the ground suddenly, then rode on him, bowed left and right, and landed one punch after another.
Yan Guangde was at a loss at first, then he closed his eyes and let Jin Yan's fists rain down continuously.There was a buzzing sound in his ears, the corners of his lips seemed to be cracked, and there was a muffled sound in his chest. However, all these flesh and blood pains were not worth the years when he was alone in despair.Amidst all the silence, step by step, he struggled to get out.
But at that time, every time he came to the end, what awaited him was still a deeper darkness.
Jin Yan finally stopped, panting heavily, and didn't speak any more.
Yan Guangde fumbled and stretched out his hand to hug him in his arms. Jin Yan didn't struggle, and the two of them lay flat on the floor with skin to skin.The light from the window came in through the glass.Mixed with the smell of blood and tears, salty and fishy.
"I'm sorry, J!"
Yan Guangde couldn't help coughing as soon as he opened his mouth, and the coughing became more and more severe.He suddenly turned over and sat up, and Jin Yan fell from his arms.Then Yan Guangde saw streaks of blood in the spit secretion from coughing.
He turned to look at Jin Yan.
His eyes were also swollen, and Jin Yan's enlarged face could only be seen through a crack.
Jin Yan moved closer to his face, looked him up and down carefully, and then suddenly laughed. "With your virtue, you won't be able to leave today!"
Yan Guangde coughed and laughed, and staggered to his feet. "It's okay!"
He turned to fumble for the medicated oil he bought yesterday.
"Don't wipe it, let me appreciate it!"
Jin Yan was behind him, still lying on the floor, smiling nonchalantly. "Your virtue is not as miserable as when I died in front of you that day!"
"You may not be dead!" Yan Guangde turned around with difficulty, trying to smile.
"I must be dead!" Jin Yan sneered nonchalantly. "Besides, it's the kind that the Jin family can't resurrect."
"Otherwise, even if it is crawling, I will crawl to your feet and let you remember me forever! Then, I will turn into ashes in your hands. The urn cannot be buried in the soil! You must call me Put it on the bedside, so that you can see it in the morning and in the evening, and you have to accompany me day and night!"
Yan Guangde suddenly turned his head, and the medicine oil bottle in his hand fell to the ground and shattered into pieces.
He stepped on the broken glass that gave off a pungent medicinal smell, and walked to Jin Yan step by step with difficulty, then suddenly knelt down trembling.
That's right, why didn't he think about it, with Jin Yan's temper, if he wasn't really dead, how could he be silent, like a meteor falling into the night sky and never heard from again!
The Jin family purposely snatched Jin Yan away at the last moment, probably just to make him play the mouse and keep a sliver of hope in his heart forever.This hope is the devil in Pandora's box, making him wait vainly for 49 years.
Even the message that "Jin Yan's body is frozen and may be resurrected soon" in the previous life in 2012 may have been a deliberate bait released by the Jin family.Year after year, since the day when the tadpole laboratory exploded and Jin Yan was taken away by the ambulance, he had been waiting for the boy in his life year after year, a total of 49 years.
These 49 years, day and night are the biggest punishment for him!
Yan Guangde lowered his head, and suddenly laughed desperately, a big mouthful of blood gushing from his throat.
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